Ye Sach!!!

Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach,
Vishwas se pare andhere ke shaitan sa,
Kalpna ke bilkul vipreet aane wale tufan sa,
Man ki ummeedo se theek ulat hota hai ye sach.
Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach...
Samay se nahi bandha hota hai ye sach,
Kabhi us nanhe panchi ki udan sa,
Kabhi har kisi ke ant-sthal shamshan sa,
Atal amitt hota hai ye sach,
Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach....
Ichashakti se door aniyantrit hota hai ye sach,
Kinkartvyavimood ho anjan sa,
Dil ke an-chahe arman sa,
Bhavnao ko jhakjhor deta hai ye sach,
Bada vichitra hota hai ye sach...
Sach bada vichitra hota hai ye sach....

Coming Back...!!!

Coming back to Delhi with memories. Memories which are full of joy, happiness, unconditional love and the pain of leaving behind. Such trips doesn't give you anything apart from these memories which stays always close to heart. Close to my heart are the moments which I lived in these five days. Thanks Punjab, love you Chandigarh... will miss you Patiala... Stay connected. :)

On The Other Side...!!!

I was just on the other side,
When you thought I am not there.
Watching you leaving with someone else,
While you were still in my prayer.
Don't have any complaint so far,
Just the question strike me very often.
Why you did this to me,
Why you left me there, broken?

Leaving Behind...!!!

Running my own race of thoughts,
Leaving behind what was mine.
Losing every battle I fought,
Drilling down the memories in my mind.
When I came it was sunset,
I felt the warmth of sun rise.
Now that the sun is up above,
Waiting for the stars to fill the sky.
Why is that you need everything,
With no possibilities of living them.
They say it's just the matter of time,
Running my own race of thoughts,
Leaving behind what was mine....

Waiting For You...!!!

I am still there where you left me,
Waiting for you to come and hold me.
I am all alone on the streets,
Night is falling fast and raising my heartbeats.
Tears have rolled down from the eyes,
Come back please before the world see my heart cries.
COME BACK....!!!!

Not About You..!!!

Its not about you not continuing this relation,
Its about me loosing the hold of it.
Its not about you leaving me un-noticed,
Its about me thinking of you all the time.
Its not about you breaking my heart,
Its about me not getting space in your heart.
Its not about you walking away from me,
Its about me following you till my last breath.
Its not about blaming you...
Its about the mistakes I did........... My Mistakes.....

The Moon..!!!

It was with me when I used to walk alone on the streets. It was the one who gave me company when my heart was looking for someone to walk alongwith with me. Someone who could match my steps and could hold my hand. Someone who could say I am With You, come what may. It was the moon.
Then you came into my life as the light of Sun, as the bird singing in the spring. The moon was the shelter for me when I tried to reach you. We were together in the light of moon holding each other, feeling every single heartbeat of each other. It was moon who saw us feeling the warmth of breath while we kissed each other and when the trees were singing. You looked like an angel in moon's light. MY ANGEL. I was all happy and felt lucky to have you with me. I saw the moon smiling with me when I dropped you at yourhome and walked back singing on the street. Songs of happiness.
Today when your are not there, when I am again all alone on the streets I can't see the moon. Its not the same moon now, I see you smiling there. I was all alone with my heart & moon. Then you came into my life and now neither I have the heart nor the moon. I know you won't come back but please return me my lonely heart & my moon...... Pls....

My Thoughts !!!

Hobbies, I guess they change time by time. They change as per the stages of our life. I mean you might love playing cricket when in school but when you are in college you may count riding bikes in your hobbies list or listening music (which is the most common hobby I have found among everyone) may become your daily routine which can reach on the top of the ladder of your hobbies. So the same way I have also added a new hobby into my hobbies list. Writing thoughts. Ok don't need to make faces for it. I know it may be boring for some or crazy for some. I can understand I can recall someone who has the hobby of teaching and solving maths puzzle. I know how I grasp this. I mean maths and a hobby? IMPOSSIBLE for me. Anyway so thoughts or rather quotes yes I have written some so publishing them.

1.) We never understand that in making our tomorrow perfect we are losing our present and any building with weak foundation can not be perfect at the end- by Jagdish
2.) Its not every time the words you say matters. It the tone which has the most hold of the conversation- by Jagdish
3.) God blessed humans with words and thoughts which connect us to others but we still prefer to keep silent- by Jagdish
4.) People say first impression is last impression but 99% the judgement made at first sight is incorrect- by Jagdish ( I have experienced this)
5.) Experiences are bitter but bitter experiences make life sweet- by Jagdish
6.) We all try to reach the sky ignoring the fact that without ground under our feet we will always fall down- by Jagdish
7.) Tounge- the softest weapon of humans which hurts the most- by Jagdish
8.) Lesson of life- You learn when you lose, You crib when you gain- by Jagdish
9.) In the battle of emotions all of us prefer to win without considering the fact that its better to lose it- by Jagdish
10.) We don't care when we hurt others though we expect them to care when we are hurt- by Jagdish
11.) Playing with emotions is the only game where you lose and win together- by Jagdish
12.) Losing the game with the spirit of winning hurts- by Jagdish (I like this-my favourite)
13.) We all like smile but most of the time tears are more faithful- by Jagdish

Lost The Game

I lost the game without being the part of it,
Though they presumed I was playing.
I didn't choose my life to be this way,
The cost of their hopes I am paying.
My thoughts have faded while fufiling their dream,
I was fighting alone,
They thought I am in with the team.
The light of sun was changing to dark,
The time was crushing me inside hard,
They still wish me to be obeying.
I lost the game though I was not playing.

CTK Days..!!!

"The words are falling short,
Time is running fast. I am afraid if
I will be able to hold it hard"
No no.. I haven't started writing poems, I am not a poet. Of course I can not be. I mean not my cup of tea. But these line? I don't know from where but they came into my mind and I wrote them. Ok leaving it here and starting from where I left. Yes induction was over, we were engaged to the program called bench which was a way to keep the new joined employees busy so that they couldn’t start the job search engine again(I Guess, because we just passed the time in the bench program). After which the CTK training supposed to start so 8th Oct was the first day for the CTK training na na na…let me correct it I should say night because it was the night shift. It sucks man, its like a water bubble it looks good initially but can’t carry the goody feeling for long (Sorry I am not very good with jargon). Again the introduction round continued and all the eighteen or nineteen people gave the introduction. Trainer name was Hemad a fair, bit fatty guy not so good with height but yes ok looking with a totally different accent. There are no training room or rather than calling it a training room they prefer to call it a LAB. As soon as I heard of Lab the image of half operated frog or black cobra started floating in front of my eyes. Ok the training started and I felt as if whatever I learnt in my life was of no use or incorrect even calling a glass of water was incorrect if I say this in my accent. A/C was freezing I mean after spending ½ hr in the lab you would not deny with the fact that you are in Shimla not in Delhi. Though the trainer tried to keep the lab hot by his humorous jokes but ofcourse he couldn’t because he was a man ;O) . And ofcourse girls has the masters into it not the boys I mean I am not a trans gender so I felt that way but no offenses for trans genders if there were any. And again my bad luck no good looking faces around so night supposed to be boring. We spent some 14 days into this training and came a bit closed to each other in the batch I mean now you can go ahead and slap on someone’s head without feeling bad. Group… Yes we had group members Raghav, Anubhav, Piyush Kumar, Jehan zeab bhat, Alex John, Amit Kumar Singh, Guntej I really can not write everyone’s name here but I think I have mentioned everyone who is different here. Don’t think they are good they can’t be ever. They are the worst guys I have ever seen. They are irritating, pathetic, no etiquette but yes they are FRIENDS. Not my good friends but good to each other. That’s it. That’s matter. If one would say he will fail in assessment that means it goes for everyone. Everyone will fail but together. They have to, they will leave things behind but they won’t leave anyone. They don’t care what people are thinking about them, they will shout, they will fight whatever they wish to do they do. And people like me just laugh on them or comment that they are stupids/idiots etc. But what if I look at me? Do I have a group? What is that which kept me away from a group? What are the MISTAKES I did?