"The words are falling short,
Time is running fast. I am afraid if
I will be able to hold it hard"
No no.. I haven't started writing poems, I am not a poet. Of course I can not be. I mean not my cup of tea. But these line? I don't know from where but they came into my mind and I wrote them. Ok leaving it here and starting from where I left. Yes induction was over, we were engaged to the program called bench which was a way to keep the new joined employees busy so that they couldn’t start the job search engine again(I Guess, because we just passed the time in the bench program). After which the CTK training supposed to start so 8th Oct was the first day for the CTK training na na na…let me correct it I should say night because it was the night shift. It sucks man, its like a water bubble it looks good initially but can’t carry the goody feeling for long (Sorry I am not very good with jargon). Again the introduction round continued and all the eighteen or nineteen people gave the introduction. Trainer name was Hemad a fair, bit fatty guy not so good with height but yes ok looking with a totally different accent. There are no training room or rather than calling it a training room they prefer to call it a LAB. As soon as I heard of Lab the image of half operated frog or black cobra started floating in front of my eyes. Ok the training started and I felt as if whatever I learnt in my life was of no use or incorrect even calling a glass of water was incorrect if I say this in my accent. A/C was freezing I mean after spending ½ hr in the lab you would not deny with the fact that you are in Shimla not in Delhi. Though the trainer tried to keep the lab hot by his humorous jokes but ofcourse he couldn’t because he was a man ;O) . And ofcourse girls has the masters into it not the boys I mean I am not a trans gender so I felt that way but no offenses for trans genders if there were any. And again my bad luck no good looking faces around so night supposed to be boring. We spent some 14 days into this training and came a bit closed to each other in the batch I mean now you can go ahead and slap on someone’s head without feeling bad. Group… Yes we had group members Raghav, Anubhav, Piyush Kumar, Jehan zeab bhat, Alex John, Amit Kumar Singh, Guntej I really can not write everyone’s name here but I think I have mentioned everyone who is different here. Don’t think they are good they can’t be ever. They are the worst guys I have ever seen. They are irritating, pathetic, no etiquette but yes they are FRIENDS. Not my good friends but good to each other. That’s it. That’s matter. If one would say he will fail in assessment that means it goes for everyone. Everyone will fail but together. They have to, they will leave things behind but they won’t leave anyone. They don’t care what people are thinking about them, they will shout, they will fight whatever they wish to do they do. And people like me just laugh on them or comment that they are stupids/idiots etc. But what if I look at me? Do I have a group? What is that which kept me away from a group? What are the MISTAKES I did?
