Lost The Game

I lost the game without being the part of it,
Though they presumed I was playing.
I didn't choose my life to be this way,
The cost of their hopes I am paying.
My thoughts have faded while fufiling their dream,
I was fighting alone,
They thought I am in with the team.
The light of sun was changing to dark,
The time was crushing me inside hard,
They still wish me to be obeying.
I lost the game though I was not playing.